The last days are very tiring. I work in a shop, where chaos reigns, where no one is able to organize, or delegate. Regardless, this month is also gone, and then I take over a week or 2 free.
time work is great. I can take almost any time. I need to, because my breaking point is reached quickly, especially if it operated at a hectic approaching.
weekend I'm going to Giessen A. and visit, which also studied social pedagogy and psychology. I've known for several years and our relationship was always wonderful to one another! I like them very much and am totally see them again once.
A key point in whether I like people or not, is whether I feel very comfortable in her presence. Many factors play a role. In any case, was with her from the beginning of the case, because it has an incredibly warm and childlike way about him.
I wrote to her recently in private and she said that she would soon write a technical work. As it happens, just above the topic autism. And they asked me if I told her maybe some things might help. It would be better for the evaluation, when she describes things from the perspective of an interested party.
Sure thing ... I just love rooms with prejudices and misconceptions about autism!
When we last wrote to each other, they put me in the run quite a few questions. For example, if autistic people happy alone. The general opinion prevails that the sole would not be feeling as bad.
I told her that this is only partly true
If we choose to be alone, because we simply need our withdrawal, then we do not suffer under it. Then it is indeed very pleasant, because it helps us energy fill up, we in dealing with normal Neuros (I call the non-autistic people) need. But
lasting loneliness makes us create. Very much so! But sometimes we have no other choice. Because the world consists nunmal 99% of normal Neuros, autistic people have huge problems with social contact. As is to be a simple no other way than alone. I know this from me. If I go among men, it cost a lot of energy. And the higher the number, the more likely my inner stress. People never make it to be quiet. They messed chat, move frantically react so unpredictable ... all can lead to me in the worst-case overload.
of such a profile Society, I have absolutely nothing, I still feel lonely because they simply move on a level with which I can not begin in the least.
And since I prefer to prefer to be alone, although I am ready for the long term also makes
the weekend I wanted to tell you more about it. Anyway, I am totally and can not wait. Finally I get out again. I get the feeling slowly to sit in jail.
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